ThiS Is wHAt yoU maKE Me fEeL

There are so many things that I wanted to tell you
There are so many things that I wanted to make you feel
This difference that stand in between
Would have been nothing
If only you ever gave me a chance....

Proving myself was just a dream
A far-off place, where we could have been
Together would be something different
Something nice, something happy
Something that's not so like this


**Now that I know
That this feeling grows
The pain of rejection
makes me realize another imperfection
Inside of me
It makes me feel
It makes me think
Of things that I don't want to hear...


Numbness
Is something that is activated
By my very core when aggravated
And is forced to face an unbearable challenge
Suffering, though not exactly new
Is still something that I'd like to avoid
You know, that we all do

But then again, it's true, I've proved
That my existence matters not
In your world that's bulletproof
Well, I would have taken a vest
Block the bullet that you shot me with
But I found that I wanted this all along
Which makes it sting even more
**

Now I've got a friend
Who wasn't afraid to tell me
That I just have to wait until it comes
The perfect match to all I need
I said thank you, but still wondered why
When and How, he will come by
She told me to be patient
Although irritating
This is less painful
Than falling for another you
**

But in the end, they'll hear me sing
Along the lines of another song that I'll bring
About painful memories, and hopeless dreams
About a past called "you and me"




------> THANKS PATRICE!